Oh..goodie…

Well at this point I’m talking to myself and no person is reading this…but my therapist say I need an outlet so I don’t let my suicide thoughts don’t become actions…speaking of therapist im good today tho talk them hope they can help im in a real meh..mood

Thoughts for to day mmm,let me think…I’m going to get older in less than a.week,second…I still haven’t gotten over the death of my mother..i know ..i know it’s been a year on the thirteenth but i miss her…I’m depressed things just aren’t goin to go away, „

I’m ok…

Will my birthday is next month and I’m,feeling old…i know 36 isn’t old but i kinda feel that way…how many people my age wake with the assistance of a cane…not many it’s to the point older people are lookin at me funny,i’m also a little edgy cuz my mom passed a year ago on the 13th so im kind of depressed. ..